my chemical happiness

i have more or less made a huge step towards getting better. i am currently feeling the reprecussions of once again, starting an anti-depressant. i'm having a hard time focusing, i'm dizzy, my mouth is dry. man does that ever sound like i'm high. i'm not sure if that's a good thing or not. the side effects to this are supposed to be milder than ones i had taken before. but sticking to my resolution, i will remain on this medication for a minimum of 3 months. after that. i will go from there. the timeline of my treatment should go as follows:
2 weeks from today go for a follow-up appointment
1 month from today begin psychotherapist appointments
3 months from today reanalyze dependancy on anti-d medication, and progress of psychotherapist sessions

that's the progress, and to-date remains to be my only resolution i've taken any action on.